meave @meave@toot.site

I think the hardest part of this all is that I know a lot of my problems could be solved by just asking for an assessment for an ADHD diagnosis and potentially get meds or whatever, but that might make the trans process more difficult (will not elaborate)

so it's kind of a mess

@carbontwelve not hollow at all ​

@LittleFox thanks for the affirmation though))

@LittleFox and I know that, but my brain has a hard time internalising it

Started crying yesterday before I fell asleep without knowing exactly what is wrong. There are just so many things happening right now and it's hard to know how to handle things.

Luckily one of my partners was there, and mandatory blåhaj ofc. At the same time, I feel bad because I know that other trans people in Norway are fucking worse than me and I kind of have the audacity to complain about my life somehow.

I know I shouldn't feel bad and that I have the equal right to complain and be sad, but I can't shake the feeling weh

@eeby indeed

like sure, it's a funny joke, but some people are actually more serious and that kinda irks me a bit

kinda not comf with the deeper implications of "if you can't get a gf, become the gf"

@charlotte I used them last time so I thought to change it up to make it more ambiguous ;* but yes, will do ~

want to hold her hands so much aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

@annika that, and "is this highly specific lesbian flag that nobody actually uses transphobic or not"

you know, the usual

@charlotte yes, I love him but also fuck you john you beautiful bastard

ever seen a femboy that passes as a binary woman better than you and like, you really feel happy for them even though passing is not necessarily their goal, and at the same time you're kinda pissed that they are that lucky and apparently not trans so ultimately it "doesn't matter"?

yeah, same

hmm nothing is happening...

time to start pride flag discourse!

@Amber thanks cutie :3